Sunday, 15th February 2009

Well, I managed to complete filling in two forms last nite after blogging. Completed sticking photos to it this morning and attached the necessary documents.

Around noon time only I managed to get out from the house and deliver the documents. First intention was to deliver it to my aunt but she was not home. She asked me to pass it to my mom and she will picked it up later in the evening. I'm wondering now if she remember to pick it up. I need my aunt to help me with the submission.

Oh well. Whatever it is, I've already done what I'm suppose to do. I'll leave the rest to God to decide if my next path is heading that way. Not my worries anymore. He has it all written down. I'll need His guidiance to choose the correct path.

Right now as usual, my prince and princess are sleeping. Else I won't be able to online and blog. My tv is on and it was playing some ghost story. Wasn't paying much attention to the movie anyway. Logging in to my facebook as well. My Pet Society seems to be loading for ages. Until now still haven't finished loading. I think my pet is full of flies already. Tried to open it last night but it was under maintenance. I can see my msn chat window blinking as well. Chatting with someone whom I can't remember who he is in my friend list. Funny isn't it?

Tomorrow is Monday and I really hate it. I feel very dreaded to go back to office. Especially at the office I'm currently working at. Abothen, I've been there for almost two years. Just one more month to go to mark two years of employment there. I think I should be graduating from there and choose a new place to study. Hahahaha......two years is enough to gain knowledge there. Boring already. Should try a new environment and something new. Need something interesting and challenging in order to have a more interesting and meaningful life. Don't you agree? We human need some fresh and interesting stuff to push us moving forward. Else, we will lead a boring life with nothing challenging.

Life normally is full of ups and downs whether you like it or not. No matter happy or sad, we still have to go on with our lifes. So, if possible, choose to be happy everyday. Correct or not? But how many of us can do that? For me, I can't. I live in a very stressful life at the moment. Although I really do not like and want that kind of live. I can choose to be a happy and stress free. But I didn't. I choose to stay in that stress circle unwillingly to step out. I don't know why. I just don't know how to live my life. Only me myself can change the style of living and thinking. No one else. So when am I willing to do so? I have no answer to that. Mind enlighten me with that? Hahaha....Bet you can't.

Oh boy.... My notebook is running out of power and I'm lazy to plug in the AC. I better go. Come back tomorrow if possible since boss and my superior not in. But I still have another superior around. Sigh.... Tons of work to catch up before all the bosses are back later next week. Haiz....