This Is Me

I've always been a kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be

This is me
This is me
Yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

Now I've found who I am
There's now way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Saturday, 14th March 2009

Hi everybody! I'm back again. I just got back to work this morning after being missing from work on Thursday and Friday. Not intentionally I mind you. I was too tired to rush back to work on Thursday after De Session and was not feeling well too. I did drop by the office for awhile to check mails and did some urgent tasks. Then I went back home to my family there. On Friday was supposed to go back to work but my Mother-In-Law injured herself that leaves me need to apply another emergency leave to take care Prince Faegan. But was glad too. Hahahaa....not being mean but at least I can rest.

Still have not recover although I have been hardworking enough to ensure I take my medicine. Anyway, as a feedback to Babe's comment previously, De Session was okay. There was more than 10 of them attending and I was the last one to end the meet up. LoL. And the people involve are like six to seven of them. Even the M***r was in there. Don't know for what reason but I can hear laughter from outside the room while waiting. When it was my turn, M***r was not there anymore. According to some sources, I'm getting it but still the most important is to receive the black and white document. Then for sure I know I'm accepted.

Advices receive in advance where not to get involve in any parties. Understood well in any companies regardless goverment or private, clans always exists. So this might be tough if we can to get work done coz people might not co-operate and in the end, I will suffer. But will it get any worse from what I'm experiencing now? I can't think of any better solution at the moment but just need to desperately leave M**S. Please forgive me my dear colleagues whoever do read my blog. No offence to anyone but some of you may know the difficulties I'm facing with certain people although you may think they are ok and nice to you. Some of you may think the problem is with me. I can't say you are wrong. Probably I was the one with the problem and maybe I should just leave the place so that the problem shall eliminates forever.

Whatever it is, I for sure are waiting for De Letter and shall see how to proceed from there. 'Til then, any news I shall shout it out loud in my Facebook and/or Blog. Have a nice weekend.

Monday, 02nd March 2009

I'm so so fatigue now. Both mentally and physically. Princess Faith is being rebellious and everything. Doesn't want to go to school this morning. So I had to rush and sent her over to the babysitter there. It was pretty late when I leave home and the road was jammed.

Back at the office, tons of works to do. Kennel shouting at me and blamming me. CTE instructing me to call who and who to follow up things. SE instructing me to prepare letters and fax to users. Blah, blah, blah.... The list doesn't end here.

I'm being so desperate to leave here and start something fresh and new. The environment here is making my health worse. Mentally and physically. It is too much for me to handle. I have no idea how long I can take all these pressures. Writing here reminding me I have a set of questions to answer which earlier was prepared by me. Stupid idiot Kennel. Last week say no need answer and now say he did say he need the answer. Why when I passed him the question he did not mentioned anything. Purposely setting a trap for me is it? Kns....

I think I better start preparing the answer before being query again. Sigh.... When will my nightmares end?