It's a cold Tuesday morning with gloomy weather outside. The weather is killing me because the air condition in the office is blast as normal. Adding to the cold and wet weather outside, making the condition in the office becomes more chilling. Perhaps I should consider getting winter coat and wear it in office. Lol~
The LANDAS Samarahan dinner is this Friday evening. I need to involve in a stage performance due to the fact that I'm a new staff. I really hope I can escape but which I doubt that. Supt has given the instruction it is compulsary. Using his VETO power as usual. That is what I gather from the talks around.
Me and my colleagues don't have that much leisure time to plan and practise for the performance so we will be doing things that is easy and something spontaneous. Whatever it is, we just do what we can to fulfill the instruction given.
So much things in mind and do not know how to handle. So many plans in mind but do not know how to execute. Nothing is easy and everything has consequences. Therefore to execute something needs proper planning and alot of research also. Time is needed as well as sacrifices. Oh my. I just so blank at the moment. Can't make up my mind. It is not as easy as it seems and there's no magic word for it.
Aim is still to step out from state civil service. Would want to do something in more flexible time so that I can send and pick my princess. But I doubt that there is any company out there who can give me that privilege unless I'm the boss. There is this saying which I always believe it is true enough. One's life can never be compare to others. What you have, the other person may not have. You may see others is better than you but you never see the difficulties that she had gone through. You only see the goodness. The best is not to compare among each other as even until you compare 'til you die also, it never brings any advantages to you. Lead your own life the way you want it to be. As long as you are happy with what you achieve. Don't follow people's shadow. I believe each and everyone of us can success in life. It doesn't mean that you can only success by being rich, or being a manager, or owning a successful business. It can be anything. The aim is for us to set and we determine ourself what we would like to achieve in life. That is how I see it. Of course easier said than done. So basically it is up to us how we see it, how positive we look at it and how we want our life to be. We leading our own road of life with the guide from Him. He set the path for us but if we blind ourself not to follow and divert from it, it leads to somewhere else.
I'm very much not in the mood to work today. So I'm just updating my blog hoping to give my brain a rest by releasing something out and at the same time surfing the net. After this going to update my resume and prepare some cover letters. Hope to able to email out later.
Guess that's all for now. Don't want to get so emo in here now afraid I will end up crying or end up having migraine.
Ta-Ta~
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